{"id":1661,"date":"2015-10-28T17:15:01","date_gmt":"2015-10-29T01:15:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/?p=1661"},"modified":"2015-10-28T17:15:01","modified_gmt":"2015-10-29T01:15:01","slug":"pining-for-my-love","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/?p=1661","title":{"rendered":"Pining For My Love"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Pining For My Love<\/p>\n<p>Everyone here knows how to cry.<br \/>\nBut, I feel like I just might die.<br \/>\nThe loss for me is very personal.<br \/>\nA man crying is not a curse, you know.<br \/>\nShe was a star that everybody loved.<br \/>\nShe was brighter than the stars above.<br \/>\nWe had a relationship all our own.<br \/>\nI was always there when she got home.<br \/>\nIt was private. Very few people knew.<br \/>\nNo one knows how I yearn for you.<br \/>\nYour public life was above reproach.<br \/>\nEveryone thought you were the most.<br \/>\nBut, privately, I knew your fears.<br \/>\nI was there to dry your tears.<br \/>\nYou leaned on me for moral support.<br \/>\nI would erase every negative report.<br \/>\nYou were often on tour as a singer.<br \/>\nI would follow and always linger.<br \/>\nWe would meet when you were alone.<br \/>\nThen, I would always take you home.<br \/>\nYou said you were nothing without me.<br \/>\nThis was something I couldn\u2019t see.<br \/>\nYou wanted our life together to remain<br \/>\na secret. No one else would be the same.<br \/>\nThen came that day you took that plane.<br \/>\nI would come later, I had explained.<br \/>\nI couldn\u2019t tell you of my fear of flying.<br \/>\nI knew if I did it would lead to dying.<br \/>\nThen, the plane you were on went down.<br \/>\nAll my dreams smashed into the ground.<br \/>\nThe thought of you dying in despair.<br \/>\nI feel I really should have been there.<br \/>\nMy life and my love is gone.<br \/>\nAnd I was too afraid to come along.<br \/>\nThere is absolutely nothing I can do.<br \/>\nMy heart has died along with you.<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;R. W. Johnson&#8212;&#8211;(2015)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pining For My Love Everyone here knows how to cry. But, I feel like I just might die. The loss for me is very personal. A man crying is not a curse, you know. She was a star that everybody loved. She was brighter than the stars above. We had a relationship all our own. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/?p=1661\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Pining For My Love<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16,2,28],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1661","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-free-bird-poetry","category-romance","category-tragedy"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1661","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1661"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1661\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1662,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1661\/revisions\/1662"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1661"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1661"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1661"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}