{"id":3810,"date":"2020-06-05T18:56:51","date_gmt":"2020-06-06T02:56:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/?p=3810"},"modified":"2020-06-05T18:56:51","modified_gmt":"2020-06-06T02:56:51","slug":"hidden-deep-within","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/?p=3810","title":{"rendered":"Hidden Deep Within"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

   \n        Hidden Deep Within<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I often wondered if it would be a sin.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

To try to understand this feeling within.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

It is buried deep in the subconscious<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Thinking of it is just plain nonsense.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

How do I even know it exists?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sometimes I have unreasonable fits.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Such behavior makes no sense at all.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

It must have came from a fall.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sometime, way back when.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I must have committed an awful sin.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Then buried it deep within my mind.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hoping to forget it till the end of time.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

But, my behavior shows something is wrong.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I cannot keep it hidden for so long.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I must go deep within my mind.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I must discover what thing I find.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Then try to rid myself of it.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

So I will no longer have a fit.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deep, deep meditation should do the trick.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Maybe I will finally get to the bottom of it.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I ran into monsters from the Id.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

They almost made me flip my lid.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

With faith & great effort I defeated them.
\nNow, to look even deeper within.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I think I found it in the center of my mind.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Penile gland. I peeled off the rind.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

There hidden was the worthless me.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

It was too horrible for me to see.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I came around shaking all over.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I needed more than a 4 leaf clover.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

I prayed that God would change what I saw.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soon, I felt I was rid of it all.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Praise the Lord for a God who cares.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Even in our deepest lair.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

—————————————-R.W. Johnson—–(2020) <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

            Hidden Deep Within I often wondered if it would be a sin. To try to understand this feeling within. It is buried deep in the subconscious Thinking of it is just plain nonsense. How do I even know it exists? Sometimes I have unreasonable fits. Such behavior makes no sense at all. It must … Continue reading Hidden Deep Within<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3810","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3810","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3810"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3810\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3811,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3810\/revisions\/3811"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3810"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3810"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3810"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}