{"id":82,"date":"2014-12-06T16:38:27","date_gmt":"2014-12-07T00:38:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/?p=82"},"modified":"2014-12-06T16:38:27","modified_gmt":"2014-12-07T00:38:27","slug":"she-is-gone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/?p=82","title":{"rendered":"She Is Gone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She Is Gone<\/p>\n<p>She is gone!!<\/p>\n<p>Time passes slowly in my meaningless, \u00a0empty world.<\/p>\n<p>I succumb to the exhausting fog of depression.<\/p>\n<p>The walls close in on me as I lay curled<\/p>\n<p>into a fetal position. \u00a0Looking dead with my pale complexion.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She is gone!!<\/p>\n<p>I am unable to move. I cannot face the light of day.<\/p>\n<p>I can neither eat nor sleep. My body plagued with rigor.<\/p>\n<p>They have found me . I wish they would leave me alone I pray.<\/p>\n<p>My physical body has shriveled. it has lost its vim &amp; vigor.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She is gone!!<\/p>\n<p>My mind is as dark as the soul of Satan.<\/p>\n<p>No light shines in. I am closed as tight as a clam.<\/p>\n<p>They try to awaken me with the smell of bacon.<\/p>\n<p>But, I don\u2019t respond to the smell of eggs nor ham.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She is gone!!<\/p>\n<p>Soon, I imagine, I will be following her.<\/p>\n<p>I have no desire to remain on this cruel earth.<\/p>\n<p>Then, somehow , a new thought occurs.<\/p>\n<p>Exactly where did she go? What is it worth?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She is gone!!<\/p>\n<p>Maybe she went in the wrong direction?<\/p>\n<p>it suddenly didn\u2019t seem worth dying to find out.<\/p>\n<p>Will she be in the resurrection?<\/p>\n<p>I need to find out what it\u2019s all about.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She is gone!!<\/p>\n<p>But, I am not leaving here yet.<\/p>\n<p>The Lord has work for me.<\/p>\n<p>I pray I will see her. I have my mind set.<\/p>\n<p>Until then, the Lord is all I see.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>She is gone!!<\/p>\n<p>Others ask how I can cope with it so well?<\/p>\n<p>I say \u201cshe stepped into tomorrow &amp; awaits there.<\/p>\n<p>I leave it all in the Lord\u2019s hands to tell.<\/p>\n<p>In the meantime, I walk with my cross to bear.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;R. W. Johnson&#8212;&#8211;(2013)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; She Is Gone She is gone!! Time passes slowly in my meaningless, \u00a0empty world. I succumb to the exhausting fog of depression. The walls close in on me as I lay curled into a fetal position. \u00a0Looking dead with my pale complexion. &nbsp; She is gone!! I am unable to move. I cannot face &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/?p=82\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">She Is Gone<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-82","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-religious"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=82"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":83,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82\/revisions\/83"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=82"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=82"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.wordsmithwisdom.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=82"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}